crazy!

Oh my. i'm feeling a bit crazed right now. i've spent at least 3/4's of this day on the computer, and i wasn't even blogging!!! we've decided to go away for a couple of days to good ole st. louie. we'll be leaving friday, and coming home sunday. not a "big" trip, but enough to send me into "super planning mode." so here i have sat all day, trying to plan the "perfect" getaway for our little family. so far i've booked a hotel and searched about a million travel websites. i've completely lost control of my household, and in turn, my temper. i have not accomplished hardly anything else today, except putting one load of laundry in the washer. my 5 year old is now crying and slamming a door. i hope this is not what the "vacation" will be like!

in other news, my internet hasn't been working well lately, and i've been stressing over being cut off from my email and my blog! i was relieved to find that i didn't miss a ton, although when i realized i missed my thursday 13 i almost cried!

do you ever have those moments when you just want to crawl in bed and hide? i'm so there right now. tomorrow my mom is taking the girls for 3 nights, i think it's just in time, i'm seriously close to losing it!!!